Art is making something out of nothing and selling it.

Just a whizz and it's a week away from December. Scary, how time flies. We're going to have to go back to that shit school again in 5 weeks. -huge sigh-

Friday; training @ Unity. The games were good fun. Because I finally got to play again. After the damned wrist breaking down on me for 2 good weeks. Met Qianying and Tessa after we got back to school. Had a few hours with Tessa for lunch after Qianying left. Saturday; club training got cancelled. Dragged myself onto the train to music since Mum's out of town. It's like this when I wish I 1) was rich enough to get a chaffeur, or, 2) was old enough to get a license to drive myself around. And today Dad and I went to collect my new glasses. Then Stef & her parents popped over for dinner. Good fooddddd :> Talked about alot of things, ah I miss that girl.

Music is what feelings sound like.

Yesterday was Maksim's Concert Classique. One word: Wicked. It was most definitely worth the $88 we paid. I'd rate it 101% superb. It would have been better if he played Flight of the Bumble Bee but I worked round Turkish March anyhow. The adrenaline rush I felt when he appeared on stage nearly killed me. HE IS FUCK HOT. His million, no, billion dollar hands flew across the keyboard, and it was hell mind blowing. No doubt, the world record holder for 14 keys in a second. Qianying came over and stuff after lunch, got ready and met Min at the station. Walked abit and had dinner. Went crazy with food as usual. Gracia came @ 7pm and we got ourselves to the concert hall. I think we were the noisest in there. Went down to the bay after that, to eat, again. Typical. Last night got me really inspired. I promised myself I will do my diploma while picturing Maksim playing in my mind each time I feel like giving up. "The piano knows something I don't know".



When he had the blazer on. It was alot better without the blazer. His body is mad hot.



























And today was training, again. I don't know why I bother to go for training everyday. Maybe the routine is just.. instilled in me. Met Qianying to stduy. Study plan failed, partially actually. We did study. And then after awhile we ended up talking about the awesome dream Qianying had last night for the rest of the time. Haven't talked to Qianying for that long in ages. Went to get hair cut, I miss my hair :( P.S: HI TESSA I MISS U.

Some weasel took the cork out of my lunch.

After a week and a half's break, finally got back to training today. It honestly felt really good. Having the cast on for 5 days was the major killer, and after that I realised how much our wrist plays a part in almost everything we do. But I still have to keep my distance with the ball, on a 3 week sports mc. I fail to convince myself 3 weeks will pass really quickly.

So after training went into the showers. Freshened up and decided to headed to Gracia's place instead. Joined Min and Shirlene there. Watched some dance movie and 17 again!!! ~squeals~ Zac is blazing hot ^^ I love the scene when he steps out of the car, Good Lord, -faints-. I have yet to get a proper start on homework. I should stop procrastinating. I really should. Yes, I will get to that asap.

Did I mention, I broke my Armani specs while washing them. They just snapped. My lens would have ran down the sink if I didn't stop staring at my sink in shock. So yesterday went down to Holland V to get a new pair. I'm going to be half-blind for the next 10 days, joy.

P.S: CAN'T WAIT FOR WEDNESDAY!!!! ^^

An expert is a person who has made all the mistakes that can be made in a very narrow field.

(via suckthatchalk)

Nothing has been particualarly interesting of late. I can't pick myself up to do anything. Not even homework, the very least. Everything feels like a drag. I need some frolick. I need to get back to netball. I need some money. I need some Maksim so thank God for Wednesday. I need some NZ. I want alot of other things. I think I need to focus. I shouldn't have turned down the invitation to the Penang trip, I just rejected an absolute shoping spree, what's wrong with me?

Collected the training schedule today. It doesn't look as bad as it sounds. Looking forward to camp!! Oh, I tried starving myself for a day. I am going to starve myself everyday. I must think of the $$$$ saved and fats lost. GO ME. AJA AJA HWAITING!!!!

Music is the only way to run away without leaving home.

Met Qianying @ the station in the morning. I'm finally out of the house. I swear if I didn't leave the house I would probably foget what my lobby looks like by the end of the week. Got round to Downtown East > Pasir Ris > Tamp > Bugis > Home. Came home with clothes in my hands, felt so awesome :) Must. Go. Shopping. Next. Week. Again.

No one is ready for a thing until he believes he can acquire it.

Operation keep-self-busy is failing. The time restriction on the laptop is getting me nowhere. I'm going insane. The english subbed videos are taking forever to release on youtube. I'm finishing the discs I rented over the weekend already. My books are about done. I can't touch on homework since I can barely pick up a pen with the bloody thick plaster backslab on my hand. Someone tell me what to do?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?

December plans is in no great shape either. Changed camp dates = going for day one of camp only. Then I'll rush home to sleep for 4 hours and get to the airport by 5am. Speaking of bbk, I can't do my packing/shopping list or itenary either. I need my longchamp bag for God's sake. At least Maksim's got me excited for next week. Sigh. Shit holidays.

Happy Birthday Gracia! + getting first ever cast.

Singapore (SIN - Changi Intl Terminal 2) on Thu, 03 Dec 2009
Bangkok (BKK - Suvarnabhumi Airport) on Sun, 06 Dec 2009

Bangkok trip is confirmed!! I love going back, family and shopping, both awesome in all ways :> Dates sort-of clash, so I'll have to leave camp a day early. The flight on the 3rd is at 0730. I'm presuming the flight = sleep. I'm going to do up a shopping list for this trip.

Side note, Happy Birthday Gracia!! I(L)U. Popped over to her place @ 530. Met Qiany before that. Photo spam!!!!!! Perfect day for photo spams. Food was good. Company was good. Watched Grudge 3 after dinner, the ghost's face is epic. It's retarded. I thought it was hilarious. Xy Tess Qiany thought otherwise anyway. Played Chuck and Larry after, didn't stay for the whole movie. Mum and Dad came, sent Qianying home and came home with a strangely sore neck.



















~THE HAO HAN POSE~ + a unhappy tessa





I can't believe I actually stood next to her for this photo. She's gone mental.









GRUDGE 3 TIME



MY DEAREST BIRTHDAY GIRL!!









I got my first (and last) cast today. At KK Hospital. Which sucks. I'd very much rather go to the usual Mount E. After everyone's nags to go to the doctor and I couldn't take the pain anymore, went this morning and got a referral to KK. So now I'm with a bloody thick mini-cast and a 30 days sports mc I'm extremely unhappy about. And you, I don't know what's eaten your brain, I can't tolerate your attitude that got stoaked in fucked shit anymore. You are my dad, and what am I? A study-slave. You're fucking double faced. The anger I build up in myself might wrinkle my face like a prune, you know.

Sometimes I worry about being a success in a mediocre world.

Have been gone for afew days. Extended programme is a chore, really. Thank God it's over. Had a mini carnival on Wednesday after school. Let me elaborate on the part where I bravely sky-dived. To the floor. After bouncing off Xiangyue. It was so dramatic you had to be there to see it before you'll believe it. Now my wrist is about to fall off from the impact of the fall. Because I oh-so-daringly grabbed the ball from the opponent, I banged into my dearest defender, bounced off her and flew a somewhat long enough distance to kill my hip and BAAMM on the floor. As if Saturday's injuries wasn't enough. Sigh. This week was hectic.

"I want to be happy again. I want to be optimistic and innocent like I used to, but something inside changed after I had my heart broken so many times. Something in me just gave up and I stopped caring. I stopped trying, and eventually, I stopped loving." (via suckthatchalk)

The meek shall inherit the Earth, but not its mineral rights.

Let's not talk about extended programme. Haw Pa Villa after school with combined chinese classes. Played truth or dare on the bus there, it was mad funny. I h8 Haw Pa Villa. It's stupid, an utter waste of time. The heat is unbearable. It's not the heat rays from the sun, I'm perfectly accustomed to that, I'm absolutely happy with that. The humidity is a major turn-off. I don't think I'll ever go back there again. You get eaten alive by mosquitos. I swear, put someone there for a night, there might be a possibility he/she might leave that place with dengue. Facebook is not working. I am extremely unhappy.

A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love.

I feel like I'm in a mad rush for time. It's the holidays, though, but honestly, it only seems like a cover-up name for not having official school curriculum. I can't even find a date for myself to head to town or anywhere else. Watched You're Hired for the entire afternoon, I wonder why I lost touch with TVB. I predict tomorrow will be a good day :)

Back then, there were no strings attached.

taken before dragonboating the other day.

I've got this record breaking number of tan lines on my legs and hands from yesterday. And I thought it was cloudy. Wth was I thinking? Besides that, I have two very sore shoulder muscles, a sprained ankle even though I wore my guards, a grazed knee, three cuts on my hands and my usual crippled thumb. And that's not even the complete list of injuries. Sometimes I wonder why I still attach myself to the sport when I end up turning myself into a complete semi-crippled afterward. I should slap myself.

Kind of unproductive today. I don't even remember how I spent my day.

Happy Halloween!

As usual, a perfect, precious, Saturday morning gone. Woke up at 5: 30am. It surprised me actually, initial plans was to get up at 6am. But anyway. Spent Halloween with the netballers at Netops Carnival. Reached the bus stop and for once, I was (one of) the last to arrive. It felt alot better than being the first few because the school is fucking creepy in the morning. Got on the bus to United World College of South-east Asia. The school is so awesome. It's huge. The student body is made up of school kids of primary school level to college. They're sports facilities even had fencing. Reminds me of Esther. Come to think of it, I miss her alot :( I miss pasir ris alot. Got emotional towards the end, sort of gave up abit. Sorry team. It was just that one point, right? Overall, came in 4th for the senior team. Juniors came in 2nd, great job!!

Showered and went to have dinner with the rest. Got amused with the whole Monopoly thing at Macs but xy was going insane. I could have slapped her, really. Took 14 from Clementi all the way to Tana Merah. So throughout the 2-hour plus bus ride we talked about ghost stories and had this pre-netballcamp-ghost stories to freak the juniors out.

Don't have pictures for this carnival, didn't bring camera along. Shall get them from Fareeza later.

It's going so wrong but it's turning out so right.

OH. MY. GOD.
NO. FUCKING. WAY.

I think I'm turning into this absolute crazy.. fangirl. Mum calls me by "insane" these days to which I am obliged to reply to. It's going so wrong but it's turning out so right. Technically, it's not the last day of school for me. Or for any of us in the level. I must look at extended programme in a positive light. Cabbed to pp with Tess after school. Lunch and all. It's so good to spend time with her after so long. It sucks bad when all you do after school for four consecutive days is train. Under the sun. W-t-f.

P.S: Rejected the comments on moderation by accident, shit.

A day needs more hours.

"Life changes every minute of every day. You lose friends. You gain friends. You realize your friend wasn’t ever really your friend, and that person you used to hate can make a really good friend. You look for love. You find love. You lose love. You realize all long that you’ve been loved. You laugh. You cry. You laugh so hard that you cry. You do this, you do that. You really wish you hadn’t done that. You then learn from that and are glad that you did. You have your ups. You have your downs. You see good movies. You see bad movies. You wonder if your life is just one big movie. You look at others and wish you were them. You then realize who they are and are glad that you’re you. You love life. You hate life. In the end you just find yourself happy to be living life, no matter what’s thrown at you."

Dragonboat was mad fun. Tiring, but still. I'm starting to feel the muscle burns from the consecutive trainings which got worst the moment we got the command "paddles up" from the instructors today. Dear muscles, please do not die on me till Saturday night. You may do whatever you wish after Saturday's carnival. Thank you. With love, me.

Friends may come and go, but enemies accumulate.

Bye weekends, hi Monday. I feel like picking up something, this weird urge to go for classes though I know my schedule just won't accomodate anymore. A skill or a language, that'd be nice. Kicked start extended programme with taboo, binomial theorem and chemistry. Taboo was hilarious. (side note: don't stare unless you think I don't have eyes) Recieved "shocking" news from Mr Tay during english, extremely pessimistic about it but I'll just think of the points I get then :> Went over to xy's house after school for abit, had lunch there then off to petal for bball. I can't remember the last time I picked up a bball. Last year, maybe? Back to school again for training. Had some discussions for camp, excited!! ^^ Camp's going to be so awesome.

P.S: Hey biatch, don't play bitch with me. Jolly well know your league, you're way off the league of victory. So just don't try anything, back off hun. You're doing yourself no good, miss contradicting.